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[Jan. 2nd, 2006|12:11 pm] |
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My 2005 Confessions*
( ) stayed single
(x) got my first kiss
(x) kissed someone new
(x) made-out for the first time
( ) made-out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
(x) kissed in the rain
( ) fell in love
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else's heart
(x) had a stalker
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) got pregnant
( ) got someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) got engaged
( ) got married
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
(x) kissed someone of the same sex
(x)dated someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
( ) lost your true love
(x) lost faith in love
(x) kissed under mistletoe
WORK/SCHOOL
( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
( ) changed jobs
( ) got a job
( ) lost your job
( ) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
( ) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
(x) found the subject you love
(x) failed a class
(x) cut class
(x) skipped school
(x) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
(x) discovered a new talent
(x) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) got lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget
OTHER
(x) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
(x) ran/walked a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) went to a concert
( ) went to warped tour
( ) learned to play a new instrument
(x)double-dipped
( ) skinny-dipped
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went to camp
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( )laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) flirted shamelessly
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) visited a foreign state
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you
(x) got a gift you adore
(x) realized something new about yourself
(x haha) went on a diet
(x) tried to gain weight
(x) dyed your hair
(x)came close to losing your life
( ) someone close to you died
(x)went to a party
(x) drank alcohol
(x) drank alcohol underage
( ) got high
( ) got drunk
( ) got arrested
(x) ran from cops
(x)read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
( ) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
( ) saw one of your favorite band/artist live
( ) saw someone famous in person
(x) did something you want to tell everyone
(x) Enjoyed this year overall
Soo dad got mad, decided it was best that the whole family stayed home all day and did absolutley nothing. which makes no sense, but whatever. thats my padre.
christmas was good
saw sean yesterday
thank goodnesssss
he likes PDA a lot and i dont at all. its gross most of the time. maybe not when its you sittin there making out, but its just innapropriate for the surrounding others. yeahhh whatever, sean and i are so differnt. politics wise, religion wise, friends wise, morals wise, just the way we live our lives. but maybe thats what keeps the conversation going every night.
this kid named scott was talking to me the other day right?
"youre a lot differnt than what i thought you would be," he said
"how so?" i asked
"well, i thought you were some stuckup preppy girl who pretended to be stupid all the time. one of those annoying ones."
"oh."
"yeah sorry"
"i'm not like that, i dont understand."
"you just look like one"
"oh thank you" |
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[Dec. 24th, 2005|09:25 am] |
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i like art
ahhhhhh i need to hang out with sean
&& merry christmas eve :) |
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[Nov. 20th, 2005|02:19 pm] |
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So my dad is annoying as a hangnail. I go into the snack cabinet to get out one of those christmas tree cake things, and the whole time i'm opening it and taking a bite, hes staring me down. and i just look at him and ask,
"yes?"
and hes all like,
"are you gonna eat that?"
"of course, i am eating it now."
"humph"
its more than that, every night at the supper table, i do SOMETHING wrong. i'm eating too fast, i'm not eating enough, i'm eating too much. in his eyes, i am a lazy teenager thats getting fat. just for the record, i weigh 110. i'm not fat. i know i'm not. if anything i'm in shape...MORE THAN HE IS!! he just never grew up with girls, went into the marines..came out like he is today. i cant blame him, but it still upsets me to have him look down on me. but what can i do.
on a rather happier note, things are going well at school. i got a 4.0 which isnt bad for me, although i know i can do so much better. deadline weeks for newspaper consume my life. the end. i stay until at least 5:00 everyday, although i really think its paying off. i want to be an editor. i want to be an editor. i want to be an editor. newspaper is more than a class now, its a job.
but i love it.
this year i discovered writing is my passion. i'm not for the whole "letting your feelings out through a journal" or gay stuff like that, but i feel like i can express myself really well through my writing. its love.
It seems that me and amanda and katie are all...drifting apart. sounds kind of middle school dramaish, i know. but its true. they are all "omg best friends" and i'm kind of..not. i've been much more to myself lately...not isolation or being emo, just...i feel like i can be more independent now. i dont NEED a best friend to get me through. its nice to have them, and amanda will always be my friend, i know she will.
i'm diggin this sean kid too. mohawk and everything! haha i dont know if we'll go out or anything...but yeahhhhh :)haha he makes me smile. he goes to north...which if we do go out, that'll be kind of cool, that we dont go to the same school. seeing too much of one person can get annoying...like last year. cha!!
dj is one cool kid. i really like hangin out with him..but when i do..it seems i'm always the only girl lol. its fine with me, i'm not complaining, its kind of nice!
overall...
i cant wait till Christmas.
i wish i had my drivers liscence.
aaaaaand i hope i get more motivated by the end of today to DO SOMETHING
love love LOVE to you all
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| hellooo out there!! |
[Oct. 23rd, 2005|06:34 pm] |
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oh my, its getting cold outside you guys!! HEYYY when its cold, does your hair grow faster?
just wondering.
anyway, about my life and stuff :)...
i need to go shopping. i have all the makeup i need..and i hardly wear any of it. i thought i should update and stuff. i need a boyfriend. or maybe just a good makeout. any takers?
ahhh i like school. and being with my friends. matt is really cool this year. best guy friend ive ever had.
i think i'm typing this really fast.
omg omg OMG
i'm hungry |
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| after all we've been through... |
[Aug. 13th, 2005|07:42 pm] |
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i just typed about three pages...of so much stuff thats going on right now....I want to get it out..and at least KEEP i out, but its really not anything I should be posting for you little guys.
lets listen to your heart now. forget your head. forget what everyone else is telling you. its all about you right now.
<3
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[Aug. 10th, 2005|10:02 am] |
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So its pretty much over now...we'll have a few more good laughs and a good many more outings with the friends...but basically, all of the summer things we'll remember as...the summer of 2005, are over...
It went well...rushed by very quickly, but is that not what life does to us anyway? It comes and goes so fast...things you thought you would remember forever, the "best day of your life" are just a faint memory now...and fading even more. Feelings you had for someone...you cant remember what it was like. I dont want to forget...everything...I want to remember life and what I am feeling right now...these incredible years...days..of just living our lifes-living them as young people. We think we're so old...so important...but that doesnt matter, how many adults look down apon us and just laugh...
they were young too once
they know what we're going through
and they remember, well WHAT they remember, seems to be one of their most cherished memories...after aging so much and experiancing so many incredible things...their teenage years are still what makes them whole.
off to babysit..thought i would share..
Comment me.
bitches. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2005|09:12 am] |
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so we madeout.
at the movies.
WHO CARES!?!?!
im a teenager. i can do what i want...have my OWN fun..and it shouldnt like, SCREW OVER anybody else. but yeah...it obviously has...and i think people are overreacting just a little bit..but at this point i definatley dont care. because what we did, we did. and thats over and done with. i am not sorry for it if i said i am. maybe i was trying to make you feel better. i would probobly do it again if i had the chance...honestly.
im going to enjoy myself. and have my own fun...with who i want....when i have the chance. so stop this "he said she said" shit and get over it.
okay.
okay.
hahaha, soooo yesterday i babysat like. all day. then around 5 i went to birdkale with matt rogers, kirstie and nora. it was wicked fun...we were up there for enough time to eat qudoba's and then we got a ride to kirsties house....where we watched southpark and sat on matt. hahaha how much fun.
now im off to go babysit...about twice my usual hours today...from 10am-7pm ...maybe later maybe a little earlier.
oh. great.
leave some comments...dont care who you are. i'll enjoy them. advice? bring it on. :) |
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[Aug. 7th, 2005|01:17 pm] |
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Hey guys...the lovley Gillian talked me into getting one of these things...i had one from before, but i sorta forgot the password. ohhhh well...
i got really tired of myspace...i mean seriously. how lame has it become? its one huge cliche'. definatley not worth my time anymore. although i will spend hours fiddling with this little website...its nicer because i can actually just speak what i feel like...not what i have to be saying..example: commenting on other peoples pictures. what the hell are you supposed to say? "your beautiful im so jealous" not what you really feel like saying..."your ugly as shit!!". not that i would EVER say that...but you understand what im saying.
this week has been crazy...lots of stuff has happend..so whatever you may have heard i did..just dont listen to it. please.
Umm friday night DJ invited me to the movies..with like whitney, erin, zack..yeah that crowd. i brought amanda along just incase it didnt do too well, but i totally did NOT want to see "dukes of hazard" so amanda and i saw "must love dogs". it was pretty cute...we liked it..it makes you wonder whats gonna happen to you, when you grow up...get married. it shows how fast something can happen...and how harsh love can be. but at the end, it pretty much lets you know..no matter what you can never give up on love. i do agree, i do agree. haha
Saturday i went to carolina place with my mom...sister, and amanda. i got a ton of new crap..but blew half my money at hollister. haha it doesnt matter though...the clothes were cute. then that night i went to the movies with tj, supposed to be our "date" or whatevr, but my dad said i woudlnt go w/ just him!! haha so we had to pick up amanda...i felt really bad for her..it must have been weird. but she didnt notice us, so it wasnt too bad.
todays sunday. sooo its my family day. i went to church...darren came back, and brought me saltwater taffy. yummm. i think? i actually havnt had it yet..hahaha but ive heard it was excellent! he forgot to give it to me, but i wasnt gonna ask..haha its alright. hes really cool.
if you read. good for you...
i probobly wouldnt have.
haha <3 |
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